I cannot believe I made it this far...I know the journey is not ending anytime soon, but tomorrow is finally my Beta 1! The first part of 2WW absolutely drove me insane. I have never been that emotionally distressed in my life.
How am I feeling today? Mentally, I am still super anxious. I haven't POASed like I promised. It crossed my mind a couple of times, but I didn't. I never even had a chance to POAS for my IUI cycles as Femara always shortened my cycle to 25 days. I usually felt this "my period is coming" and BAMMM, it always did.
How am I feeling today? Physically, I am feeling a little different since a couple of days ago....
My boobs were big and sore around my ET. It usually continues for a couple of days after O and they shrink. The same thing was happening to me after IVF. Boobs were no longer sore and became small. I had no cramp or spotting. I had the yucky stuff coming out, but I think it's pretty common after IVF. Then, I started feeling something different around 8dpET. I started having this subtle feeling of "period is coming soon". When I have this feeling, my period arrives within 24 hours. The worst time is when AF arrives middle of the night! So, I mentally prepared myself to get AF and this IVF attempt was over, but today is 11dp and I still haven't gotten AF yet. Besides that, strangely, my sore boobs are back since yesterday What is this?!!? I am confused because I never had something like this before....
Yes, I am bit more hopeful now, but I don't want to get too optimistic. I have made myself pregnant before and I had all the "early pregnancy symptons". Sore boobs, nausia, tiredness, etc and of course, the cycle was BFFN! Also this is my first IVF cycle, so I don't trust my boby with all the shots I took. I am still taking progestrones every day.
Good news is....my cycle buddie Rachey had a positive Beta today! Also, KRose got a positive result over the weekend, so I am so happy for them!! It will be me tomorrow and LuvWfootball on Wednesday. Luv already POASed and got +, so I love all the positive news around me. I feel like this is a chain reaction, so I am believing this is contagious!! In meantime, I am rubbing my belly constantly for sticky vibes!!!
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