I cannot believe my cycle day reached more than 2 months. I probably should change it to a pregnancy week (Looks like I am 6 weeks& 2 days today), but I don't have guts to do it yet. My 2 beta numbers were great, but I am so worried weather or not I still have live embies in me.
I see people getting morning sickness & other kind of symptoms at this point. I am not sick and I don't feel too much changes in me. EVERYONE IS DIFFERENT and I tell myself this so many times, but I need an evidence that I am still pregnant. I finally have my first U/S this Thursday, but this day cannot come earlier. It's been only one week since my beta #2, but so many things can go wrong. I learned that an embryo at week 6 develops main functions so that we can hear a heartbeat. I am looking at my belly and I wish I could hear something. Would I bleed or notice something strange if there is no H/B? I am getting scared to find out the truth this Thursday. They transferred 2 rock star embies, so I think I will break down really hard if none of them made it to this point.
I am so happy that I could move to PAIF board. It's so neat to learn different topics and it hit me baby is happening for real when I saw ppl posting about their baby arrival! This was something so new to me. I had never seen a post of baby born on TTC, 3T & IF boards, so it wowed me and brought me tear. Will I get there eventually?? I am praying really hard that it will happen....
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